it dont get any easer still missing you like mad still having trouble sleeping carnt belive you have bin gone all this time already still crying just carnt help it every day is a challenge in trying to put a smile on my face got to try becose of the other children jordan , jade , destiny and your brothers jeremy james' and nathon are still having counseling becose there herting so much for you darling R.I.P our shinning star xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx