can not belive it has bin 1yr and 6months already it still hurts use all the same as it did when you sadly passed over its just all the family are trying to be strong we have to for the other children bit it hurts so much we still crying just can not stop and the children have bin going to coucerling your brothers are getting so big desting who is now 8yr is missing you so much i found her with a knife becose she wants to be with you i am so worried about her got to take her to the doctors we are all in so much pain still love you darling xxxx